We were back at Martin House on Saturday, they were holding a rememberance day for all the children that had passed away within the last 2 years. It was an incredibly draining day - emotions were all brought back to the front again and it just made me feel so sad.
BUT....then they let us loose on Robins food!! That man can cook lol
He made a wonderful buffet lunch and the puddings....well, think I put a stone on just looking at them.
We've had some good news too. We are expecting another child next year. It's a wonderful but scary experience all at the same time. When I was younger, I never thought about problems that could occur with babies. It was simply a case of doing the deed and having the child at the end of 9 months. Looking back I was so naive. My first pregnancy ended in miscarriage. The 2nd gave me Sophie. The 3rd was ectopic and the 4th is Lily. I'm hoping now that there are enough of my babies on the other side and that we will be allowed to keep this one. I know my family that have passed love babies but I do too!!
I'm thinking this baby may be a boy. Through the 2 preganancies that I carried full term, I had no nausea, but this time, it's all there. Gotta be a boy lol besides, I have boys names and no girls names which is unusual. I normally have girls names picked out.
If my mum agrees, I would like to name the baby Riley James Anthony. I say if Mum agrees because Anthony was her husbands name that passed away shortly after Lily this year. Tez just goes along with what I do lol
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